| good god what is this stuff, and where can i get more?! |
[Feb. 9th, 2004|01:04 am] |
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| | CPU - haight street freak | ] |
(compiled and elaborated upon from conversations with meglet![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) weebitcrabby)
ive been so HIGH in the past few days.. just HAPPY and loving everything.. everything coming through me has been so beautiful and divinely fueled.. it makes me bubble over.. like i can barely speak, and sometimes my breath gets caught in my throat.. its amazing..
life has been giving me the best feeling..
its a magical time and its only going to get better..
i could tell today when i was talking to this kid who is going to help me with the website stuff to get this movement off the ground..
from talking to him i realized that i have it all inside, but im just now starting to manifest it and make shit happen..
its the best feeling in the world.. i feel like god is looking over my shoulder nodding in agreement..
this is me right about now:  |
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| MY NEW PLACE! |
[Feb. 7th, 2004|04:01 am] |
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woohoo! i moved into my new apartment!
and my LAPTOP IS BACK IN ACTION!
i got tired of sitting wondering if it was going to be working again and just gave it a shot to try and reinstall the shit and it turned out that i didnt need to take it off the drive because PANTHER IS THE SHIT and it already has that option in the installation program!!!!! holy shit balls apple is amazing and the best once again!
anyway, its like 4 am and im tired n shit, sleepin on the floor until my mom n dad can help me get my bed and the rest of my furniture down here! hehe
whew! what a day.. so much excitement! |
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| dancin machine.. watch me get down, a-watch me get down |
[Jan. 25th, 2004|12:49 pm] |
He's a dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dancing machine!
Watch him get down, watch him get down
As he do, do, do, do, do, do his thing!
(slight pause -- intermission for absorbtion)
this is jasey jasum, takin it all the way back to '65.. JUST FOR YOU!
KEEP ON DANCIN
The Gentrys
I keep on dancin (keep on)
Keep on doin the jerk right now
Shake it, shake it, baby
Come on show me how you work
Yellin in motion
Keep on doin the locomotion, yeah
Dont worry, little babe
Shake it, shake it, shake it, shake it, yes!
CHORUS:
Keep on dancin a-prancin (ah)
Keep on dancin a-prancin (ah)
Keep on dancin a-prancin (ah)
(organ solo) AKA kick ass.. HARD
(organ solo, temporarily fading) AKA passing out after rocking
(repeat chorus fade) AKA second wind - layin (it) down
this song embodies the true spirit of dancing...
KEEP.
ON.
DANCING.
and if read literally,
STOP.
ALL.
THE.
DOWNLOADIN.
AHMA.
CUMPYOOTUH! |
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| uhhh.. what? |
[Jan. 23rd, 2004|01:14 am] |
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| |  giggly | ] |
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| | ridiculousity | ] |
"oh, my asshole is all congested.. hold on.." |
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| concrescence of present entities |
[Jan. 23rd, 2004|01:08 am] |
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| | eskimo - open your eyes up | ] |
as of late
-for the past year and a half-
i have been meeting these people..
they too are picking up on the shifting resonance in the earth, air and water
and throughout the universe..
they sense the coming times and act accordingly
as i gather more of these people together,
i feel less crazy, and EXTREMELY empowered
my mental ramblings justified and verified
- justification from your surroundings to get more crazy,
thus allowing you to proceed deeper into the universe -
like getting that verification certificate...
a diploma from the cosmic college
unfortunately that never means it will get easier..
quite the opposite
"our third eye was squeegeed.. QUITE CLEANLY" |
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| writ in stone |
[Jan. 21st, 2004|07:22 pm] |
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| | pleased | ] |
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| | groovy house music | ] |
ok
deal.
no breaking up. ever.
i guess that means we are stuck together.
(meg, about our relationship) |
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| school days.. |
[Jan. 21st, 2004|07:20 pm] |
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| | complacent | ] |
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| | buzzing memories | ] |
back before when i didn't really
know myself..
when i was trying to
find me..
and it..
some seek by the light of truth
some seek by the shadow of their understanding
i hate you..
but anyway..
me 'n a couple other
angry kids
all fighting the same fight
had something better in mind
i was on the opposing side from the
people who were mean to
protect their flimsy image of themselves..
-you have nothing worth protecting
not anymore
not - yet
me and my few soldiers stood true
to who we were and just let the rocks fly.. |
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| the song... |
[Jan. 21st, 2004|07:04 pm] |
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| | happy!!! | ] |
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| | the cure - lovesong | ] |
Whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel
Like I am home again whenever I'm alone with
You you make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel
Like I am young again whenever I'm alone with
You you make me feel like I am fun again
However far away I will always love you however
Long I stay I will always love you whatever
Words I say I will always love you I will always
Love you
Whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel
Like I am free again whenever I'm alone with
You you make me feel like I am clean again
However far away I will always love you however
Long I stay I will always love you whatever
Words I say I will always love you I will always
Love you |
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| i am hapi |
[Dec. 27th, 2003|01:04 am] |
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| |  smiling and happy | ] |
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| | happy memories of time with friends | ] |
just spoke with an old spiritual friend. it had been a while.. probably atleast a year for any real discussion beyond "hey whats up"...
cherish the friends made on the shores of life,
for once you are at the will of the harrowing open seas,
so evermore difficult - as you shall see - to find a fellow seafaring to share your tales.
let alone share the heavy burden of violent storms, lonely passage and unending crash of the waves...
after a while you are left to trust only your self and your map,
perhaps a shipmate or fellow fleetmate can offer some assistance,
a signal of distress to those within reach in hopes that they will respond to your call,
prolonging bouyant progress and allowing for repair - we return gracious and mutual devotion...
so much greater the tale, one which can truly be shared,
the one that was steered home together with great bounty in tow,
at the end of the voyage it is comforting to see the lighthouse fires burning bright as ever.
on a coastal shore that until now seemed to have been left behind by the meandering currents of time...
*long sigh* ahhhh...
*lazy tired smiles*
this seems to be what life means :D
goodnight moon *kisses moon* |
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[Dec. 24th, 2003|09:39 pm] |
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| | in the groove | ] |
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| | goa gil - live in goa | ] |
its rather strange being here for christmas eve.. more so every year oddly enough. perhaps thats just so i wont get too comfy.. to ensure that i get out of here soon, but not intentionally.. atleast i think not. :-/
it doesnt really feel like a holiday or anything out of the ordinary.
my mom is being really nice and makes me feel happy and part of a family.. my dad on the other hand, always seems to make me feel like a burden and a thorn in his side. how nice!
whateva though, tomorrow we (me n my mom) are going to my sisters for christmas lunch/dinner/whatever and my dad is staying here and going to see his parents at their house cuz my neice and nephews all have the flu and its too risky for my grandparents to be around them. as for my dad, he comes off as being just being an unfriendly shithead by not coming with us (he missed both aidan and emily's birthdays because he didnt want to be around the family) but deep down i think he just wants to do something nice for his parents cuz they dont seem like they are going to be around for much longer...
ah impermanence.. what havoc it wreaks on those who wish to ignore it.
on a lighter note, heres a lil gem i picked up tonight *grins*
Janet Reno: Hey Janet, what do you do when you get sad?
Janet Reno: I Dance! Hit it BOYS! (music rocks out)
i picked up this lil bit of wisdom from the SNL episode where Janet Reno busts through the wall at one of her dance parties and confronts Will Ferrell in costume as Reno.
i think thats a great thing to do if you are sad or upset. some people might not get in on this cuz some people dont like to dance, or even worse, think they cant so they refuse to because they think they will look silly. last time i checked, that was the point, its not meant to be a formal affair. just get down n groove...
its especially good for letting go of tension or just lightening the mood. especially if people are around to dance with you! if possible it also works really well if you are fighting or arguing with someone. when it seems like its going no where, just stop and rock out with them - but this only works if they are light hearted enough to stop in the middle and just rock. its a funny thing though because people will usually follow your lead even if they arent open at first.. and if they never are - screw em, they arent worth it anyway! if they cant even just take a break from the crap - let alone forget about it all together - then who needs em in the first place? ya poop heads! |
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| the dawn of an era |
[Dec. 22nd, 2003|02:30 pm] |
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| | jubilant | ] |
hooray!
i never thought i would have a live journal, i thought they were stupid - for people who wanted to write stuff about someone and then assume they were innocent of defamation by simply stating "if you dont like it, dont read it!" stupid bullshit, obviously people tell them they have one cuz they want you to read it, ESPECIALLY if it means the person you are trying to bitch about might read it!
but whatever, i intend to use this to help inspire me to put down some of the chaos inside my head into real words and perhaps share it with other people.. or at least just put it in a chronological context that will allow me to keep track of the development of my ideas...
for now i am just going to continually screw around with the appearance until i am satisfied.
Jason |
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